Something amazing happened today.
In one of my previous posts where I wrote about God
blessing us with a job for Mark flying in Botswana and how He provided for us
an awesome car of our very own, I shared some details of how everything that
was happening was lining up with the meaning of the YHVH’s Feast days and once
again God showed us His amazing love and care for us, again lining up with His
calendar.
A few months ago my mom, Mark and Mike tried to start
their own business. They researched many different products that have not yet
been introduced here in SA but many of them have been tried and failed except for
this one. They got the product here, they built it and now all it needs for it
to be a huge success is an investor. Since Mark will be flying my brother would
be the main person in the business who is running it with my mom
helping too but the business is in my brother, Mike’s name and so it’s ‘his’.
Well, it’s been quite a few months with the product not
moving and sometimes it was looking like it’s too big a dream and not worth the time
and money. They've met a few possible investors in the past but of course
something would always happen that would make it fall through. It was tough and
stressful and there were plenty of times when they almost gave up. We didn't
understand why God didn't want this to move forward since a lot of people have
said that it will be a huge success.
But if there’s one thing I’ve learned during this time is
that everything definitely happens for a reason and if something fails or doesn't
work out it means that God has such a better and bigger plan for you that you
can never imagine. He just asks us to be patient and to trust that yes, He actually
does know best, believe it or not. I’ve heard so many believers fall away and
become atheists and God-haters because He didn’t come through for them or didn’t
answer their prayers. I didn’t want to be like that. I’ve had my many doubts in
the past. Wondering if God is here, if He’s with us, if He cares or even if He
exists. I guess He knew that those doubts would come and so He ingrained inside
of me His Word through Rico Cortez. I listened to him through a whole Torah
cycle when he was studying the Torah according to the ancient Near East. Not
fluffy spiritual things, but logical, scientific proof that God’s Torah and
Word is true. He showed me how God works, truly works and so I couldn't
deny Him.
I couldn't pack my bags and fall away like so many other
people because it looked like He wasn't coming through for me in my way.
Today is Simchat Torah. The day where we celebrate the
Torah, God’s wonderful Word that He has given us. The new Torah reading cycle
begins tomorrow so new beginnings. The time in the desert (Sukkot) is over and
we rejoice and start fresh in His Word. To me is also means new
life so of course I was expecting something dramatic to happen on this specific day because our lives have
been lining up too much with the calendar for something not to happen.
I was right.
One day while we were at the park with Sebastian, Mike
got a phone call from a person who works in one of the biggest banks in South
Africa, ABSA. They want to see him and discuss his business product. When did they
want to meet? Today, on Simchat Torah. Coincidence? I think not.
Mike was so nervous. Rightfully so. He’s almost 21 and
starting up this big business that will boom once it starts. God has blessed my
brother magnificently with a natural business mind. He’s never been to business
school. Heck, he doesn’t even have a Matric but he just knows what he’s doing
and he blows many people away with this talent. I’m so proud of him and I’m
even amazed when I hear him talk business. This is my brother? Wow.
Anyway, today he met with this person from ABSA and joy
of joys and glory all to God. The lady loved Mike. She adored him and has so
much favour for him that she is going to push this business of his to the best
of her ability. We were so happy today and so amazed. While we’re getting sad
that small business men didn’t want to invest in the past God was just sitting
up there planning one of the biggest banks in SA to be the investor instead.
Hello? Is anyone else shocked and amazed?
When I think of the people who think that kids without
Matric or High School Diplomas will be losers and working in McDonalds I laugh.
Here’s my brother with neither of those things but he’s starting his own
business with ABSA as an investor. And then you get people who go to Matric and
University and they just become like everyone else. Working for someone else.
Some of the biggest success people in the world didn't finish school. Did that stop
them? No. Did that limit them? No.
Of course we both ‘finished’ school but we don’t have a
certificate to prove it. Did my mom plan this for us? No. Life got in the way
and it was practically impossible for us to write exams. But in a way I’m glad ‘cause
I’ve been able to focus my time completely on God’s Torah without any
distractions. I’ve grown to be able to be who I am without conforming to other's
beliefs, I’ve grown and learned to think for myself and question everything
that comes my way. Not many people do that ‘cause it’s trained out of you. But
God has kept me safe and for that I’m so grateful to Him and also ashamed for
my lack of faith and my complaining in the past when I should’ve been more
grateful and trusting.
I still battle sometimes though ‘cause sure this is all
happening to my brother and it’s fantastic but I’m still sitting on the sidelines
waiting for my turn to come when God will call me to do something amazing. But
when I see what has happened to my brother I feel hope ‘cause maybe all my
attempts to start something, to get a job or whatever has failed because God
has a bigger plan for me.
It’s exciting yet hard to be patient. Right now all I’m
doing is practicing to get my driver’s license.
But again, that can all be part of God’s plan for me. Get
a driver’s license to become more independent so that He can send me wherever
He wants me to go. Just a thought.
When I observe and listen to some other people’s lives I realize how blessed I’ve been these past few years. Sure we’ve moved a lot and it’s been
really unstable. B+B’s and bunking with other people aren’t ideal but I’ve
lived in many different places. I’ve traveled quite a bit in my life. It’s not
grand. I’m not jetting off to Paris or New York but in my own little world I’ve
lived. I’ve stayed in cities, I’ve stayed in small towns where I don’t know the
language (don’t laugh ‘cause I don’t understand Afrikaans, please, lol), and I’ve
lived way out in the country. I’ve met people who have inspired me and I’ve met
people who irk me and show me how not to be. I’ve learned a lot about life and
God and that’s priceless and something I wouldn’t trade for sitting in a classroom
to get a certificate that really means nothing and doesn’t define me.
I’m living an adventure and it’s only going to get
better.
Stay Strong and when it's tough, be grateful and look around you and you'll see how good life is.
Shabbat Shalom!